All You Need Is Love

So, once again I feel my mind change. I won't go into details, but I'm starting to believe certain things in life just aren't within my arm's reach. Anyway, this springbreak I've spent at the pacific west coast, right by the beach(duh).  I've experienced a lot of interesting and fun stuff c: I've seen sea lions (so fat, and so funny), seals, vultures, octopuses, sharks,  and so many other funny animals. I've gotten to swim and fish for crabs; I even got to drive a boat. I've gotten all these opportunities thanks to my good friend Thorvald, who is a Norwegian American, and his wonderful parents. Especially his father Carl. He's been great to me, and we've had a lot fun haha.

Furthermore, I really want your opinion on something. That goes for anyone who read his! I'm heavily considering a new tattoo (not now, but soonish). If you want to give me your opinion (I would really really appreciate it) please pm me on facebook or wherever, just not here xD  I can't say that your opinion will matter that much, 'cause in the end I am the one getting the tattoo, so I will follow whatever I think, but it would still be nice to hear your opinion. So here's the thing, I'm currently looking at two symbols. One is the symbol for lust (picture further down), and the kanji for love (picture also further down). Where I'd want it would be on my inner arm, between my hand and the middle of the arm. My question for you is: which one of them? Maybe both, one on each arm? Or do you have any places you think it would look better? Oh and just so you know, I really don't give a shit about originality, so the fact that kanjis are overused does not matter to me at all.  Thank you so much if you bother to give me some of your time. Here's the pictures:


The lust one

Out Of Time

I’ve never felt so sober.
I’ve never felt the low that I feel tonight.
Your words made everything drag on and on.
I finally found her,
and when I did I just couldn’t make things right.
Is this really happening?
Oh god I think I just ruined my life.


What the fuck am I doing?
I can’t tell the difference from wrong and right.
I second guess my decisions,
cause I haven’t been this person in my whole life.
I think I need something new here,
but I keep longing for what I had.
No need for second opinions.
I do the best I can to ruin what I have,
come on.


Don’t think you’ve got to go it alone here;
I’ve got nothing left to hide.
You've got time, just make up your mind.


I thought this was what you wanted;
someone who gets everything right.
I thought this was what you wanted;
someone to put you first in their life.
'Cause we’re running out of time.


Let's have three cheers for the new year.
Here's to hoping it's not as bad.
This wasn't part of my vision.
The optimist in me swore we could make this last, but no.
You ruined my favorite records;
I listen to them and think of you.
I just hope you remember
all of the countless times that I believed in you, for what?


Don’t think you’ve got to go it alone here;
I’ve got nothing left to hide.
You've got time, just make up your mind


I thought this was what you wanted;
someone who gets everything right.
I thought this was what you wanted;
someone to put you first in their life.
'Cause we’re running out of time.


Just know that it kills me
when I hear anything to do with you;
You won't see it, but believe me.
I need to be right where you are.
You know that I’m leaving,
and you won't hear until a year from now.
But this kills me;
'Cause now I hate that everything's, everything's about you.


I thought this was what you wanted;
Someone who gets everything right.
I thought this was what you wanted;
Someone to put you first in their life.
'Cause we’re running out of time


Don’t think you’ve got to go it alone here;
I’ve got nothing left to hide.
You've got time, just make up your mind.


A Day To Remember - Out Of Time 

Darkest Of Reveries

There are 88 days until I go home, and I've been here for 202 days. I really don't wanna leave xD But I've got a lot of things to do, and people to see, so of course it's gonna be amazing. The biggest thing is gonna be to come back to an over inflated state, where everything costs 3-4 times more. I'm thinking of booking a couple of tickets for Escape The Fate and Attack Attack! But I'm not sure if it's worth the 20 bucks a ticket yet haha.  Anyways, here are some pics.

Awwww yeeaaah! XXXTM. Love her signature

The Hollywood Kills, my new favorite band! :D

 It's a bit hard to see, but I really want this tattooed. Without the text of course though. The symbol for lust on the inside of my arm. Hmm, what do you think? Pm me xD 

You Make Me Wanna Die

This Friday started out like a lot of other Fridays, but eventually turned out to be so much more than that. I got home from school a got ready to go downtown for a French Lesson, which was a lot of fun, Aron is such a great teacher. After that it was straight back home to get ready for the big night. Eventually Dylan's father picked me up, and me and Dylan were on our way to see The Pretty Reckless at the Hawthorne Theater(one of the coziest venues ever!). The first band, The Hollywood Kills, were so amazing. They are very fresh, so fresh they still make everything by them selves haha (I think that'll change after this tour though). And after they played me and Dylan bought their cd and had a chat with them, and got them to sign it. They were so nice, and so thankful. They even signed with comments; "much love" and "thanks so much." Something a bit peculiar happened after the second warmup band started to play. A girl looking very shy came up next to me (I was on the side were there weren't a lot of people). And she started smiling and talking to me, which was a little bit awkward 'cause you have to get pretty close to talk over the sound of a concert. I normally don't care, but she was really tense, which makes me really insecure for some reason haha. She would come and go a couple of times until TPR, and after she said  bye, but without a lot of her clothes xDD It was very warm though, so she wasn't the only one. Anyways!

Asides from odd/awesome people, me and Dylan were pretty tired after the second band played, and we had to wait quite a bit for TPB, but as the lights went out and I got ready, I felt it was worth a million more hours for what was ahead(I had VIP tickets so I'd get to meet her). I make it sound like such a big deal, this is because to me it's like getting to first play in a movie with the actor, and then getting to do a fuck-scene with them. The concert was great, she was hot as hell, and she had quite some moves, some involving the microphone stand. They played almost all the songs I wanted them to play. When they finished we lined up for the meet and greet. We got free posters as we waited in line, and I had a pretty hard time understanding what was about to happen. When it was finally our turn, a came up to them and looked at Taylor. I handed her my copy of Light Me Up, and she said thanks for buying the cd instead of pirating it. I'm sure that by now I was as red as an strawberry, but I managed to push forth "thank you for being amazing. Can I get a hug?" She said sure, and gave me a long enough hug for me to smell her. Yeah, I'm totally a creeper xD But she's so beautiful, and even 100 times more beautiful in real life. I got a picture with her, and then we met the awesome guys from The Hollywood Kills again, and we talked some more, and got pictures with them. I told them that they had to come to Europe, and hopefully Norway. They said they hoped for a Europe tour, and thanked again for that we bought their cd, and that we took such an big interest in them.  This as been the best evening I've had in years!